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Apr 13, 2026

A Brief Personal Update | Agony and Ecstasy

I recently looked back through entries from the last few months in my beloved Moleskine journal. It made for uncomfortable reading. “Today, I spent the whole day feeling stressed, confused and frustrated.” “Today, I took an overdose of Procyclidine again because I couldn’t bear the stress any more.” “I switched off my phone again today… Continue reading

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agony and ecstasy, Christianity, faith, finance, frugality, God, hospital, Jesus, Music, prayer, prison, writing
Apr 10, 2026

Discount News

I received an email today from the company that prints and fulfills orders of physical copies of my books saying that shipping prices are increasing. In response, the Lord led me to initiate a sale on my website offering 10% off all paperback versions of my books to help compensate. This sale is in addition… Continue reading

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book sale, Books, Christianity, eBooks, faith, free books, Interfaith, Judaism, Panentheism, philosophical theology, Philosophy, religion, Spirituality
Mar 30, 2026

“God Willing”

Despite the fact that making plans can be comforting and provide a sense of stability and assurance, the Lord is continuing to challenge me to live ‘in the now’ and not make plans at all. This is a very counter-cultural way of living as we are taught in school to plan everything and as adults… Continue reading

Reflections

Bible, business, Christianity, divine sovereignty, faith, Free Will, God, God willing, health, plans, politics, productivity, religion
Mar 18, 2026

Reflections: How to get your free copy

Would you be interested in reading my latest book Reflections: Enlightening Insights Into the Divine Mystery? The book contains twelve contemplations on the nature, activity and purposes of God from a panentheistic perspective. Panentheism is the idea that creation is contained ‘within God’, a perspective that if true has important implications for the way we… Continue reading

Reflections

Books, Christianity, faith, free books, free ebooks, Islam, Panentheism, Philosophy, religion, Spirituality, Theology
Mar 12, 2026

Living in the now

Good day friends, A few weeks ago I was led by the Lord to virtually exterminate my online presence. I set this blog to ‘private’, deleted my Substack publication and my online shop, took all of my books off sale and thought that I might be embarking upon a new course in life that was… Continue reading

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benefits, blogging, Books, careers, faith, family, financial hardship, society, technology
Jan 25, 2026

Don’t Give Up

It’s a cloudy day in London with occasional patches of blue sky and sunshine. I have been longing for sunshine recently as it makes such a difference to the mood of the day. Weekends are harder than week days as those people who I am connected with working in supporting roles can’t be contacted over… Continue reading

Reflections

anxiety, faith, health, life, Mental Health, religion, suffering, writing

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