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Mar 25, 2023

Suicidal

This will be a stream of consciousness post and I haven’t edited it at all, so please forgive any errors. And I should give a trigger warning. A new day in the hospital. The word hospital is a lie, for this is not a place of healing. No one has ever been healed from taking… Continue reading

Reflections

Christianity, corruption, faith, hospital, injections, Islam, medication, Mental Health, Philosophy, religion, Spirituality, suicide, Theology
Mar 23, 2023

Prayer Request

Dear ones, things are pretty dire on the ward. Someone just tried to kick my door down and the same person (I think) tried to prevent me from closing my door earlier. These attacks are absolutely unnecessary and unprovoked. There’s a dark atmosphere on the ward. I think this must be Satan stirring up discord.… Continue reading

Prayers

aggression, Christianity, evil, faith, hospital, Islam, Judaism, prayer request, religion, ward
Mar 17, 2023

Hospital Update

Above all, I think God puts us in hospital to teach us things, although I question whether we ever really learn anything as we are merely conduits of God’s power. God has all knowledge and all wisdom, we are merely vessels, puppets (or ‘lemmings’ as a friend on the ward quite rightly described us!). I… Continue reading

Reflections

Christianity, encouragement, faith, hospital, Islam, Jesus Christ, Judaism, Philosophy, religion, Spirituality, Theology
Mar 10, 2023

Resigned but Hopeful

This will probably be my last personal post for a while, then back to philosophy and theology. I saw the consultant today. It was disheartening. Whenever I meet with her we have long chats but make close to no progress. I’ve never had such a difficult relationship with a consultant. Seeing as there are no… Continue reading

Reflections

Bible, Christianity, faith, God, hospital, Philosophy, religion, Spirituality
Mar 10, 2023

From Despair to Where?

Friends, please forgive me for writing another personal post today. I really need to express the thoughts and feelings I’m presently experiencing. I feel so stuck – trapped on this ward. After 10 weeks here things seem to be getting harder rather than better. There is spiritual darkness on the ward, and despite my best… Continue reading

Reflections

Christianity, faith, hospital, Philosophy, prayer, prayer request, religion, Spirituality, Theology
Feb 26, 2023

Lessons

This spell in hospital has been full of lessons. So many I think it will take some time to process everything. I do hope this trial is nearly over, but God does whatever He will. A few things I’ve learned (or have become more aware of): 1) Women rule the world 2) The mental health… Continue reading

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Christianity, faith, God, hospital, Islam, Judaism, Philosophy, religion, Theology

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