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“God Willing”
Despite the fact that making plans can be comforting and provide a sense of stability and assurance, the Lord is continuing to challenge me to live ‘in the now’ and not make plans at all. This is a very counter-cultural way of living as we are taught in school to plan everything and as adults… Continue reading
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Don’t Give Up
It’s a cloudy day in London with occasional patches of blue sky and sunshine. I have been longing for sunshine recently as it makes such a difference to the mood of the day. Weekends are harder than week days as those people who I am connected with working in supporting roles can’t be contacted over… Continue reading
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I Love You
I’m so lonely. A few months ago, after I became well-known in England, I was watching BBC News and a woman coughed at me aggressively through the TV in a way that was deeply hurtful. As I suspected this could become a regular thing, I made the decision to sell my TV and replace it… Continue reading
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Reflecting on the last few weeks
A couple of months ago, I changed the medication I take for my mental health. I had been having a monthly injection for several years and the side effects were making me feel really unwell. In addition to that, I was experiencing severe stress episodes and other unpleasant states of mind and it didn’t seem… Continue reading
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Free will, mental health, Jesus and more!
Dear all, As I’m no longer publishing many posts here on Perfect Chaos other than personal updates, I thought some of you might be interested in a summary of my recent posts on my Substack publication ‘Reflections’. I have been posting on Substack every day Monday to Friday for a few weeks, but I will… Continue reading
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Empathy Heals Mental Illness
I’m thinking about starting a charity called Empathy. Today, I was feeling paranoid. It came over me like a wave. Ever since my suicide attempt last year I have struggled with loneliness, seemingly unable to find love and support, even from those who used to be my closest friends. The problem, it seems, is that… Continue reading
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