Perfect Chaos

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  • Who Is Jesus?

    Firstly, Jesus is Jesus.Secondly, I am Jesus.You who are reading this might also be Jesus, in a sense. Jesus is the Son of God.He was born of God and Mary,Does that make Him God?Does that make me God? Jesus suffered for our sinsI have suffered too,But did I suffer as an atonement in some way? Continue reading

  • Mourning

    I honestly thoughtWe were meant to be together. We helped each otherIn beautiful ways. But the stain of your divorceOn your heartClosed you off from the world. I tried for years to open your heartAnd I know I made a difference.But it wasn’t enough. I truly love youAnd I want you to be happyBut the Continue reading

  • If Everybody Shared Their Struggles

    If everybodySpoke openlyAbout their strugglesThe worldWould be healedWithin a minute. Continue reading

  • Repentance

    Lord, What should I believe About who I am, and Your purposes for my life? Why won’t you provide clarity of thought And speak plainly to me? You know I seek to do Your will To serve You And You alone. Are you angry with me, dear Father? If so, please forgive me. Do not Continue reading

  • Love Shower

    The first thing to make clear Is that I am not angry This is sadness. I am hurting. I severed the nerves in my arm And it pains me. God is so compassionate So merciful So wise He is going to heal me. Overwhelmed. I do not deserve such love. God, just shower your love Continue reading

  • Insanocracy

    Daily dealings With the insanocracy Leave me intensely hurt And almost insane myself. Almost. I tried crying out to God, Why must I go through this Again and again? What purpose does it really serve? And then I paused And thanked God That even in this place Of mental distress There are blessings to be Continue reading


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My name is Steven Nicholas Colborne.
I’m a philosopher and author living in the United Kingdom. On this blog, I write about matters of philosophy and religion and share a variety of personal articles.

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Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy whole heart and with all thy soul and with all thy mind, and thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

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