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A Day of Recovery

Hello friends,

This morning, I was playing on my synth and felt worried that I am not good enough, that no will support my dreams, that the world has abandoned me. It broke my heart.

I prayed about what I should do.

The LORD guided me to do my daily Bible reading. I felt more grounded and at peace, but there was still some of Satan’s influence in my mind.

I wrote a list of all the blessings in my life and this made me feel a little better still. But I still wasn’t right.

I decided to go to bed and God gave me sleep. I dreamed I was chatting with my first love from school.

I woke up refreshed, a little better still.

I read a blog post from a fellow blogger who had posted a beautiful Christian worship song and now I’m listening to worship music and feeling much more like myself.

Is there a lesson to learn from all of this? I’m not sure. God is in control. Perhaps that’s the lesson.

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Steven invites you to prayerfully reflect upon your relationship with God in light of the challenging perspective he presents in God’s Grand Game and in his other books.

5 responses to “A Day of Recovery”

  1. singlikewildflowers avatar
    singlikewildflowers

    Amen! God is in control all the time and He is a good and faithful God. Isn’t it wonderful to hear a Christian song that breaks at the right time?!

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  2. singlikewildflowers avatar
    singlikewildflowers

    That heals, but breaks. Lol. Auto correct

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  3. singlikewildflowers avatar
    singlikewildflowers

    Not..
    I don’t mean but. What the heck is up with my typing?

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      Steven Colborne

      LOL Autocorrect is evil, friend!

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      1. singlikewildflowers avatar
        singlikewildflowers

        Glad you understand! Agree fully: autocorrect has a mind of its own. Take care. 🙂

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