Thank you for bearing with me through what has been a rollercoaster few days. My singleness is no secret and I met a girl who I really liked, but who didn’t like me. It’s okay. I have worked through it with God, processed the emotions, and am ready to move on.
In amongst all the turbulence of my life, God is with me and is working everything out. He has a girl for me. Things will be a bit topsy turvy until I meet her, but that’s life.
I was struggling to know whether I should be a Bible reading recluse for the rest of my life, but no, God has big plans for me. In the short-term I’m going to focus on Tealight Ministries, getting healthy, and keeping my flat tidy. I will live in hope of meeting my perfect girl. I know she’s out there and God is getting us both ready.
I may continue to post quite frequently. Writing is highly therapeutic for me because I don’t have any human beings to call for a leisurely chat. If you’re uncomfortable with my posts, or the frequency of them, I will understand if you wish to take a temporary or permanent break from my blog. No hard feelings. In this season of my life I am writing for myself to some extent, although I always really appreciate any interactions.
It’s a relief to be in a frame of mind where I feel on top of things again. I know some of my Christian readers may look at my mood swings with distaste, but this is my journey, so please don’t judge.
I’ve just eaten some roasted chicken and vegetables and I have a load of washing on. My living room is tidy, my kitchen is a mess. I feel fine after my injection and may have a hot shower in a bit before going to bed.
God bless,
Steven x
Perfect Chaos 